Glowing ambers

2010-02-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

The sarifices of God are a broken spirit,
A broken and contrite heart-
These, O God, You will not despise.

Don't be a stranger.

2010-02-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Please.

It's dead here,

2009-12-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

I prefer TUMBLR. (:

BYE.

The GUT feeling.

2009-10-17T10:56:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when you don't know whether you should go for something or not,
follow your gut feeling!
Or is it God's way of telling us also? HAHA.
He places this feeling in us to give us a sign? maybe. HAHAHA.

I'm not gullible and somehow,being skeptical is good. :D

Stand by decisions.

2009-09-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

Clear the doubts, to hear the truth.
Be strong and stand by your own decisions.
I'm glad i made that decision.

There would be grace,there would be grace.

Should i, or should i not

2009-09-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

This sucks man.
Should I insert my baptism name or not.
It will be stuck with me forever in my NRIC if i put it.
I don't know if... LOL.
Mum was asking me why i want to put it.
I had alot to say, but i just didn't know which to say first.
In the end i quarrelled with her. -.-
SO SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT.
It's gonna make my name ultra long.
So many cons.
Let me see the good things man.
I just can't see it now.
RAHHHHHHHH.

If i haven't gotten this far.
I know where i'd be.
It's taking much time, too much.
Teach me how to manage time man.
If not most of my other stuff like studies will go down the drain.

Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold wind blows.

SUCKER.

Gear one.

2009-09-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

Back.
Sadly,came back with no awards.
We were so close! Literally.

Uggh. It's thursday already. And I've wasted like more than half of my holidays in camp and being sick.
Left to chiong hmwk for now.
And I have only tonight and little gaps on friday,saturday and sunday to do my work. Sickening.

Went to meet LeeLaoShi today.
Saw LOWLIKWEE. So muscular sia! Total opposite of the shy and quiet boy he once was.
He used to be bullied easily, i think now when people look at his muscles, they'll think twice. HAHA.

Gonna start studying from start again.
My failures have caused much hurt.
I'm gonna start from Gear one.
Here I go.

M.I.A.

2009-09-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

7-9 september. Senior Specialist Course '09
currently very stressed. LOL.

A ride on a roller coaster.

2009-08-31T22:35:00.003+08:00

I've got tuition for A-Maths and E-maths.
Yet, i failed A-Maths terribly. And I got a borderline pass for E-maths.
Worse than people who don't have tuition.
Wth.
I feel so stupid. Inferior to those who do well.
My dad's working so hard just to make ends meet and to pay my tuition fees which don't come cheap.
And yet again, i gave him shitty results.
Haven't told him though.
Don't wanna disappoint.
Should i drop the tuition or continue?
I don't know.
I don't know where i will be led to.
It's scary.
This sucks.

Practice practice practice.
I don't know if i haven't practiced enough or what.
It does not seem to be working.
I'm not a math person.
But somehow,the education system is made in a way that EVERYONE must excel in EVERY subject.

Today's gathering was fun.
Better than previous ones.
Some people are still stuck up and one kind just like roly-poly.

And and and, i jogged along the whole LRT line along punggol just now.
SHIOK. Perspire like never before.
An accomplishment.
But still,academics wise. I still suck. HAHAHA.

Low, then high then low.
like a roller coaster.

NIKON FM2

2009-08-31T00:02:00.004+08:00

I found this in my uncle's room.
He kept it in a storage box ever since he got his digital camera.

Picture quality sucks cause it's from my phone.

It served my uncle for like 25 years already man.
Antique.
I kinda borrowed it for awhile.
Simple and old school. Nice.
I like.
I haven't gotten new batteries, film and cleaned the lenses.
Hope it can serve me well!
Haven't tried it so yup, really hope it lives up to it's reputation.

Zone service yesterday and service today was great.
Really woke me up from what i'm going through.
A burden for His people.
I pray this fire will never be put out.

SUNDAY NIGHTS

2009-08-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

Does the week always have to start like that?
Bringing up minute faults into the big picture.
Is it to prevent it from escalating?
I don't know.
All I can think of now is that,
God has His way of doing things, even we can't comprehend.

I WANT A GIBSON HUMMINGBIRD.

2009-08-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

Let God be the Solution

2009-08-16T00:34:00.005+08:00

I feel like shouting everything that's inside of me out.
Over the horizon, to the endless sea, where it'll get lost.

Childish. Many times, man have said it.
Woman became enraged.
And behold,look what have we done.
Have we not seen, have we not felt.
Have we not known?
The power of words spoken over people.
Especially the sensitivity of those,
causes people to change, into people
who become stronger than they are supposed to.
Becoming genderless,becoming more man than a woman.
It's not very nice.
It feels upside down.
It becomes a very imbalanced scale which God wouldn't want.
There's no way it could be reversed,we can only swallow.
we started it,and we must stop it.
This sucks man. considering i didn't stereotype much.
Yet i could feel the effects.
It becomes a never ending race to compete against gender.
I wouldn't want that.
I'm not speaking for my own self neither am i speaking for guys.
I realise that the man plays a big part in a woman's life.
If we fail, i don't know what will become of them.

Bite it and keep walking.

2009-08-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

Just bite it.
And muster up all i've got.

I will rejoice and be glad in it.

ON A HOLIDAY

2009-08-04T21:26:00.001+08:00

ZZZ.

2009-08-03T00:02:00.001+08:00

I blew it.

A craving for Chocolates!

2009-07-30T21:59:00.001+08:00

First, i saw Yiping eating a bar of Cadburry.
Then Ruben and i talked about how Kinder Joy tastes like Kinder Bueno.
Then we talked about Kinder Surprise! The all time favourite, and how we wished it was a whole chocolate egg. HAHAHA.
All these made me crave for chocolates!
so i bought a few bars home :D

I can't upload the pictures. Argh.

Today my dear maths teacher cried after having a heated conversation with a friend.
Awww. How sad.
How unreasonable can she be.
Still,her stand was very clear to herself although it made no sense to us.
It was as if she was talking nonsense.
Oh well.

The simple things that brings about joy.

2009-07-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

I sent SH to his parents today.
I felt super tired after zone service.
I was like zombie when i was having a conversation with him.
What i saw was a child, without worries, not going through much,
there such joy in his smile and laughter that is so contagious.
We were all like that before.

We dropped off and i went to send him to his parents, they were at Best Denki,
He saw them and he walked to them quickly. His parents saw me, and they smiled,
I can see that they were very happy that their son was returned to them safely.
It was more than just a mere smile. I saw much more than that.
They were happy that someone accompanied their little boy without letting him go on his own.
I saw a parents love towards their child, even with a smile,there was love.
To receive their little boy back, they took him with opened arms, with love.
They thanked me, and i smiled and said goodbye.
It left me feeling so happy that i smiled my way out of the departmental store.
It brought much joy to me.
What for go to the world to find joy that never satsifies.

As we go back to our Father in heaven,
it's the same.
The love, the embrace.
He'll take us in with open arms.
Such love that is so strong and powerful.
Lord, cast Your love on everyone i pray.

The message today was impactful.
Worship was great.
The song "You hold me now" is ringing in my ears.
It's so powerful.

Irritating people.

2009-07-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

This neighbour of mine.
Sigh. Childish.
I thought he was an okay kind of neighbour. There were no problems and everything.
But, there was something perculiar. That was his character.
When I first shifted to punggol, my dad had a car, and my neighbour was driving a van.
He felt inferior. So when my dad parked at the basement,he would park 1 level above.
A year ago, he got a car! A second hand Toyota Yaris. Small hatchback.
He then parked it on the same level!
Then he began showing off with the smallest of things.
His car is smaller than my dad's. And he still boast about it.
Fancy revving his engine when we were walking to our car.
Dumb fella.
One day, one day.
I'm gonna work hard and get that BMW.
Just you wait!
I'm gonna wait for you at 6.40 in morning revving my engine in front of you.
I think he's gonna like avoid me, cause he will be paiseh etc.
He dare not come out of the gate if he knows i'm there.
I'm getting back the fair way. Legal too. It's gonna make him lose his pride.
But then again, I'm getting more proud doing this right? HAHAHA.
He is also unhappy when my dog barks at him when he and his family come out or go into the house.
Low mentally,naive,childish.
Brainless. I don't know how he think one sia.

Chemistry is like a mental block for me.
Maths too.
I don't know if this means that it is blocking me from my career path.
I need maths.
I don't want that woman to destroy it.
Stupid teacher.

E-maths class test is like tomorrow and i still don't understand certain parts.
That woman just ain't doing her job right.
I'm not happy with the fact that she doesn't teach well and expects high marks from us. We aren't geniuses.
And so, i'm wasting 200+ a month on tuition,being taught things that could be taught by her.
I've been complaining about her and talking about her for many times. I just have something against her.
No,it should be we,have something against her.

My left index finger is swollen after I slammed it against the edge of the wall while playing.
I'm hoping this is not another one. -.-
It's pain and swollen but there are no movement retrictions. Ah well.

Should I get a private blog or something?
hahaa. Cause I feel that whatever I write here is just to get it off my chest.
Not to update people,show people or whatever.
I'm blogging because this is my thoughts.
Typing it out helps you release it, so that you won't think much about it.

Money doesn't entirely make this world go round. Because much are things not associated with money.

OH NO, oh no.

2009-07-17T23:47:00.004+08:00

Well, it seems that being impulsive really has serious consequences. Many things follow after an act of impulse. Nothing good ever happens on impulse. If there is, I've never seen one.
I think I've done it at the wrong time.
So while I'm pointing fingers at myself.
Others are pointing towards you.
So actually, I should be okay.
I'm just the boundary.

Well, I was surfing the net for home designs and everthing else that falls in this category and I realised there was bamboo flooring. And since I was fascinated by bamboo flooring, I searched for bamboo.

And lo and behold,look what I've found.

Nice right!
I've always wanted a big house and have bamboo trees in my front porch or backyard.
So nice!

A peaceful stroll down this path is priceless.
Where else in Singapore can you find a place with such nice scenery and beauty
where you can rest your mind at peace and take a stroll?
Everything is so fast paced here.

I want to go Japan to see these Bamboo forests!
I can take pretty pictures with my future girlfriend,her name is Canon EOS 500D!
I'm still courting that pretty camera, she ain't mine yet. Cause she's too expensive :(

This goes to my future honeymoon list. (:

NEW.

2009-07-16T18:59:00.006+08:00

I don't know why but I like this skin.
I think it's because of the swirls, I like swirls hahaha.
And a simple skin is nice.

Oh yes, speaking of new, I've got a new skin, and a new haircut. Ahahaha.
I like my hair now. Better than my previous helmet head. Hahaha.

I'm now sharing a post of Part A PC with Jinda. And the both of us are giving way to each other.
I guess the decision is up to the rest.
They said I'm inconsistent and said lots of rubbish. Oh well. Time to prove them wrong.

I found these cars and their rims super nice!
OMG. I want to own one.
All the cars are modified by Project Khan.

Ferrari 599 GTB.

Bentley Continental GTS.

Bentley Continental Flying Spur.

Expensive cars.
Ahhh, I only can day dream of them before i sleep.
My favourite hobby.

I realised all the boys in my class play Dota except me and Chong Yuh. Hahaha.
Lazy and can't be bothered to waste my time man. Haha.

Okay, got to study my Chemistry for my test tomorrow!
And, need to train for NAPFA too.

3E lacks unity. Lots or crappy !%$^!%* people. I want a 2F chalet.

2009-07-13T21:20:00.003+08:00

I just ain't good at numbers.
That's why i suck at Chemistry,Physics and A-maths and E-maths.
I don't know when will i ever succeed in any one of them.
So demoralising that i gave up the chem quiz today. Irritating.

I'm excited for the new things to come!
Hahahaha.

I think i should really get my side cut!
It makes my head look round.

Cause others made me smile. :)

Breakthrough.

2009-07-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

Thank you God.
Do not despise the days of small beginnings.
Zech 4:10.

I pray this would snowball.
This would be a rolling start.

For all the issues, all the emotions.
Let it be gone.
Let me be strong.
For this is a new start.
A start of something greater.

2009-07-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

It's 10 now.
No one has confirmed with me.
sigh.

Never give up, never lose hope.
I'm just hanging on.

If it's here, if it's now.
Why then, is this happening?

For everything,there's a start.

2009-07-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

God worked in such a surprising way today! HAHAHA. :D

I realised weijie stirred up something that's left still in my heart.
Photography!
I realised that I truly wanted a DSLR.
If I saved $15 a week. It'll take me 114 weeks. ):
It costs $1699!
What a bomb.
HAHA.
The whole bus ride home was about the camera and what we would shoot with it.
Awesome.
I need it.
How how, no money.

The feeling of having completed homework is so shiok!
I hope I will not lose this kind urge to finish an assignment!

As the days draw near,i pray for more doors to be opened. (:

NOT OF MY CONTROL.

2009-07-03T21:26:00.002+08:00

I got a designated post of Assistant Platoon Commander for Part C.
Not exactly what i wanted nor what i deserve.
I wanted to be in the TOP 5.
What a disappointment.
I don't think it's because of pride neither my hunger for power.
I felt like I'm under posted
Well, it's only designated so we're still under probation.
They say I have something lacking in me. Honestly, they all don't know me well.
They said I've been inconsistent, they said my award might be gotten because I was lucky. They said I lack initiative.
What The Heck.
Inconsistent because I was slacking during the earlier part of the year?
I was stressed, so I slacked to relax.
Inconsistent cause I suddenly fractured my pinkie's knuckle?
It wasn't on purpose, you can't blame me on that.
I gave my best, for Phase 3.
I gave whatever they wanted.
I gave them an award.
I gave them a marksmen.
I gave them extra points in BUC for participating in IMT.
This is what I got.
I was the come back kid.
So in all of your eyes my Platoon Best award was just piece of wood that was won out of luck? Come on.
I know myself well.
I did my best.
How come an IFC Best can be ASM.
Everyone was stunned.
I personally don't think he met the mark.
Maybe I don't hit certain requirements but,
I know the potential in me well.
I haven't showed it, I haven't had the chance to shine in front of their eyes.
One thing's for sure.
I'm fighting for it.
I don't wanna beg the post from anyone.
I'm using my own potential.
If they still want to put me as an APC instead of a PC.
I have nothing to say.
God please open their eyes.
Maybe I'm too proud but i can say that I contributed alot to this unit and this is what they gave me.
I should be in top 5 given that I had an award.
Everyone will be thinking why an award winner becomes an APC.
Under posted.
Seriously, today has been a bad day.
I might be jealous.
I was informed by Benjamin that I was Part A PC in the morning.
Then they changed it last minute.
WTH.
For what.
This anger in me,
i can choose to use it in a good way.
Or I can just go crazy.

So maybe this is so called known as hao ren mei hao bao.

I may have screwed up my posting.
Not getting Top 5.
But, i still have one more chance.
I still have 'O' levels.
To be above people.
I'm going to show them all what I'm capable of.

DOWN WITH PRIDE.

2009-06-24T23:24:00.007+08:00

Pride,comes before a fall.
I'd better remember this man.
I have such pride that i think one day i might crash and can't get back up.
I want this, i want that.
All this for,feeding my pride.
I'm a petrolhead. Like literally. Just that it can't be shown.
Because, a petrolhead lives for his car and enjoys showing it off and making a lot of noise with it.
And, i don't have a car.
If i had one, I'd be like the biggest showoff.
uh-uh. Not good.
No wonder I'm born poor.

Today,
prayer meeting, was umm, okay. Not bad,going is better than not going.
really agreed with ChoonKiat saying about our prayer is like our bullet and preaching is shooting the bullet. So without prayer,preaching or other stuff would become useless. I think it's something like that.
I spent $9.20 on a subway meal.
Stupid. What a high price for a sandwich. Even my mum can make better.
That's why the $5.90 one is a steal.

2nd part.
bad ending.
I'm tired of feeling the same way although this is the first time in many months.
I exploded.
Don't jump to conclusions. It isn't good.

Why must it come now,when there's something new and good happening soon.
And i know i have to get over this. Once.and.for.all.

I repaired my guitar yesterday.
Lowered the action, changed strings,bought capo,cloth,polish.
I told the guy i wanted red strings.
But when i went back after they fixed my guitar, i found that it was pink.
well, it still turned out nice.

Night. i haven't done holiday assignments. oh well.

2009-06-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

Well, i wanted to change to a new blogskin.
This is boring me out.
But, i screwed the new blogskin so I'm back with the old. ):

My hair grow like super fast man.
And it's gonna look more weird when it gets longer cause,
all is gonna be like the same length!
I miss shampoo-ing long hair!
The length of my hair now does not allow me to enjoy shampoo-ing. ):

From now on, i know that things are gonna get better!
We're moving into a new season! :D

There's so much i want to say to you.
But i can't because it's your choice your life.
Even if i were to pin point what i don't like and tell you the right way,
you'd still be that stubborn person i know. ):
We're different.

The Panflute.

2009-06-15T22:43:00.003+08:00

The Pan flute is really a very very nice sounding flute!

I suddenly pictured myself as a Primary 2 student.
Sitting on the school's quadrangle early in the morning, reading a book, with the cool wind from the sea, and that soothing music. I could remember so well that music title was 'Time to say goodbye' and it was played on a Pan flute. That sound rang inside my of ears till now, i could never forget that soothing and relaxing moment.
I was free of worries and troubles. It was the best feeling. That song really was that one song that made me feel so good! Back then, punggol was such a peaceful estate. Only a few HDB blocks were completed. Around the school,it was plain fields. You can feel like there's so much freedom.
I long to be in that moment once again, a small school boy, reading a book peacefully with music that's so soothing. It's really indescribable!
You don't get that feeling nowadays.

ohh ohhh, i came back from Specialist course phase 3 and i came back with a 2SG rank and an

AWARD!

All my efforts finally paid off.
The camp was tough.
Sadly i lost to a Balestier sec guy who got overall course best.
I screwed up being company i/c.
And i lost my chance!
But still, i proved myself.
I overcame another stepping stone in life.
i feel so accomplished :D

Being at home really makes you think a lot.
If only i had the money, i would build my own computer,get a BOSE sound system, red Microsoft arc mouse, a white razor keyboard, and a black Samsung LCD screen. Coolnessssss!
AHH, wishful thinking.
but it's really addictive.
The cars!
really making me crazy mannnnn.

Goodbye, I'm still sick. ):
and, my hair grow like super fast, i hope the hair condition would be super nice! :D

2009-05-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA! Exams are over. :D

Went to play lan. At somewhere around kovan.
Played Left 4 Dead and then when the others played dota, they asked me to join in.
Ahhhh, stupid game. Like no life sia, seriously.
But Left 4 Dead is nice. (:

I wish I had my own car, whenever I'm bored, I'll just head downstairs and hit the streets! Cause I'm seriously very bored now. I'm starting to become lazy after exams.

Man, i hate it when people say that an 05' wrx sti is better than and Audi TT. Seriously. Saying that buying an 3 Audi TT is a waste of money? Why not? Rich what.
And that short guy's car. Can't even go faster than the Audi i bet.
That black cheap little thing, has cheap parts everywhere and it's not even tuned.
Saying that any other normal car could faster than that Audi, you're being naive
Hello, this is Singapore, roads do not get any longer for a proper quarter mile sprint before you hit another traffic light.So how then, do you want to compare speeds on the road. This is not Sepang racing circuit. Dumb. Do you drive at 200km/h? Every car in Singapore is driving at normal road speeds, and who says these high performance cars can't be overtaken. They too can drive slow you know.
I can't change people's mindset that cars are all about speed, what can i do.
Car's are not just all about speed. Get your facts right first before you shoot your mouth. I haven't had a debate with someone for a very long time. I'm itching to.

2009-05-20T00:27:00.003+08:00

I'm suddenly interested in photography man. Hahaha.
and so, i want a

So nice right! It's $499.
I want to save up for it!

And, i really really want to buy a PS3!
and a Logitech G25 which is,

This!

What a beauty!
Read reviews and ratings and they all gave it a 5/5.
It's really good. Real driving simulation.
900 degree turn which replicates that of a real car.
Steering wheel feels nice as it is wrapped in leather and paddle shifts are metal.
6-speed gear box which is able to switch from standard manual or up down shifts.
Clutch, brake, and accelerator are all clad in real metal pedals and are all nicely weighted.
Cool, if i can't drive in real life.
I want to drive in the virtual world!
I need it!
It's about $500 ):

A-maths paper is tmr and I'm still awake at this hour!
ahhhh.
I'm not very confident.
Oh well.

2009-05-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

i like this picture (:
My dog has gotten much smarter and well behaved these days.

For the maths exam today.
I don't know whether to blame Mrs Rachel Paik Xin Yi or Mrs Sim.Or perhaps, myself.
Paik, she didn't cover maths properly. Some kind of on task teacher she is.
Without even teaching us properly she let us go into the examination unprepared.
And thankfully, i have my tuition teacher.
She did set a rather fair paper.
But, the latter, set a rather difficult paper. Which Paik, didn't even revise all those things with us.
Somehow, she can't teach.
Petition time.
Need to gather people to compile stuffs that will throw her out.
Not nonsense, but serious stuff.

These kind of sickening teachers just makes me interested in politics.
Like Joyce Tan Mei Mei. Unreasonable.
And alot more Short teachers,
who need Character building.
Makes me wanna play politics with them. Throw them out in style. No arguing. That's the uncool way.

On the bright side,
It's these sickening people that brings something out of us. Hahaha.

I wanna be powerful in English man.
So that i can go out talk people with those chim stuff.
Make them feel, intimidated. Hahaha.

My school, there's no excitement to it.
Cause in there, there's nothing to look forward to.
Unlike other schools, like so cool.
That kind of excitement going to school, seeing your fav teacher or something.
My school's plain old boring.
The way they run it is so old school.
Because it's part of the HHK and i have a soon to retire principal.
They are so selfish they don't want to pump it into recreational stuff. Things to make students happy. Or is it because in the modern world now, the way students behave nowadays,means we don't deserve it?
My school being in the top 20 list.
It's meaningless. What's the use of being top 20 when all is crap?
The school tie, inferior quality.
Councillor president badge, spoilt within a week. Fail.
Socks. Wearing ankle will result in the socks being torn.
What is this?
They're not providing the students with quality stuff.
What for talk about quality education when they are so selfish to even spend money worth spending on students like any other schools?
This are all the factors that lead to students being not interested in school.
Staff are unfriendly,like seriously they offer no help and render no help to students at all.
For now, I'm only concentrating on my studies.
I'm gonna write suggestions sooner or later.
I want to see change.

I can't believe people say that Jason Tee's car is the best.
that guys car can't even match up to Miss Betsy Teo's Audi TT roadster! His is just an '02 Impreza Wrx. ahhh. Small fry.

I'm just so provoked by teachers and school. Maybe cause it doesn't go the way i want everything to go.

Other than that, I'm happy!
HAHAHA. Don't know why the sudden hype. (:
Honeyed water rocks.

2009-05-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

Arcade today was fun! :D
i guess i can really drive a fully manual car already. it's just a matter of time till my age catches up. But for now, I'm sticking to my arcade car games.

I want to have a white Mitsubishi Evo X and have nice big black rims on it. Have huge HKS Exhaust tips and sport suspension. I'll have it tuned to the max! So much power that there will always be an adrenaline rush every time i drive it!
i want a car! It would be my wife for just $150,000! plus all the modifications it's gonna be another $30,000 more? if only money grew on trees.
sigh. i hope i would have my first Million before 30.
but it's never gonna happen, right? or maybe it will. If God's willing. :D

And,
Something made my day today! (:
Secret. shhh!

2009-05-10T00:22:00.002+08:00

Why in the world is everyone at home so cranky today?
my mum,
my sis,
my dad.
sigh.

My dad said, for every $30 that i saved, he will give me $10 provided that it was deposited into the bank and that i did not use any underhand methods whatsoever.
So i asked him, so if i saved $90, you would give me $30 la? Then he said no, only $10.
Then he said, i will top up $10 for what you saved provided that it was $30 and above.
Stupid. I was fed up and said to him, so what for? For so much i saved you only give me $10 and i had to give you $30 at a time to earn that $10? Forget it. i just lost my will to save. Don't know why.
And he was not happy with the fact that i went to cell cause exams are near. Sigh.

My sis, is forever being cranky at the slightest things.

And my mum's all cranky for some unknown reason. ZZZ.

Somehow, everyone at home is like that at the same time.

I'm having muscle aches at my thighs, stomach and back. Can't walk,sit,stand,bend down properly. Super pain. Credit goes to Miss Peh's PE. What a torture.

Have to get up at 7am to study. If not dad's gonna nag. Mum's gonna be in a terribly foul mood which will cause me to sleep rather than study. And i have math's tuition tmr.

I can't honestly say i am there because i have hope,faith or anything.
My answer would be all the opposite. For now.

Every breath was a sigh,

2009-05-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

SIGH
Almost every breath was a sigh la! I kept sighing after maths lesson before 1.50pm and during physics when Mr Ng said i have the most incomplete pages in my workbook and when my so not on task maths teacher asked us to stay back to draw graphs. So school ended at 4.20pm.

When i reached school today morning, i was greeted by a rather silly sight.
The OM and the security guard were both wearing masks, and were directing traffic because no cars were to enter the school premises. So i dropped off outside and i said very loudly to my sis," What a joke! " and i wanted to laugh at the stupidity. Those two old man looked silly!

MASKS
Normal masks don't help protect you, instead, it contains the virus that you have from spreading to people, but any virus may just enter your mask and pass to you!
So actually people who are already fine, wearing masks might not be a very good measure.I think this is the fact about the masks,read it from somewhere.

A-Maths oh E-maths,
Thanks to my super not on task teacher who has attitude problems, can't teach well,
keep blaming us and all those nonsense you get from a stupid teacher, my maths is kinda screwed for chapter 4 and 5.
Thanks to my tuition teacher who is totally the opposite of her, i am still going strong.

Physics,
I can't comprehend. And i am simply bored during his lessons that literally I'll be stoning and building my queen astrid park mansion in the air.

English,
Keep having the mindset that it does not need any studying. I should really read up.

Chinese,
Aiyah, don't know if i should say hopeless or i just can't really care about this language.

Geog,
Until now, that teacher is still moving slow. Gotta do some serious reading at home.

History,
I understand the history, but,i don't know how to answers neither do i know how to use any form of answering techniques.

Chemistry,
I can't be bothered by Miss Choong's lessons. She asks crap questions and only when you're not listening she'll purposely shoot you. Tip : Keep your head up and stare blankly at the screen, it'll work. I really got to revise it myself.

Mid-year examinations are coming very fast.
Ahhh. I'm afraid. Cause I'm still lazing around.

2009-04-22T20:14:00.003+08:00

Failure, is the mother of success.
This is not yet complete.
It's complete when,
You pick yourself up, from your failures,
do better than before.

I don't know why, but,
I perform more badly than people who don't have ambitions.
I am very ambitious, but i do not think of the path which leads to the goal.
So this is where i end up.
Stuck.
I think i screwed up this few weeks,
tons of tons of homework jammed,teacher's fault and my fault too.
So now, I'm left here, to complete alllllllll of it.
I keep failing la!
Not good, letting those screwed up attitudes and characters of those teachers getting into my one and only brain is detrimental to myself.

All the teachers i have this year are crap.
Maths teacher, very slow and she doesn't wait for us when we are so damn slow.
But, last few days she sped up very fast and now we are even further behind.
She taught a whole chapter in like 2days!? i hate her.

And i got last in chemistry, sian.
I have friends getting 24/25!?
And yet i got last.
So is it me or what?

I wonder how should i play the game.

lies, cannot be concealed when it contradicts the whole world.

Learning to be a Geek

2009-04-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

I'm currently learning to be a geek.
All those computer stuff these days gets me excited.
Buying a CPU box, motherboard,processor,graphic card,hard drive, disk drive etc.
And building your very own computer from scratch!
Cool man, best thing is, it's so cheap. Like less than a thousand for the whole CPU.
You can customise it the way you want it. Chose the box design, chose whatever components you want.
I wanna get it. It's wayyy cool.
A chrome black CPU, pink Sony LCD TV/monitor, Samsung home theatre system, Altec Lansing sound system for the computer and white Razor keyboard with Ipod dock!
It's so damn cool la.
After i get it, I'm gonna be a geek.
Technology is always advancing these days,
and the only way to learn technology now,
is through the computer and from the computer!
I'm gonna go begging for my money soon. Hahahah.

Finally, the parade's over.
First thing I've got to do, catch up with time lost!
At this rate, I'm gonna be lagging behind and left to die for mid-years.

I hate the sight of punggol having more HDB flats.
Urbanisation,at the expense of mother nature.
Soon the lovely sunset view from the mrt station would diminish.
I would love punggol to stay secluded and quiet.

i feel like i'm all caged up.

2009-04-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

School is getting much more boring.
I remembered saying i would to every single homework that comes my way.
But ever since the march holidays passed,
I've been burnt out. And have since chucked everything aside.
Hahaha.
Ncc trainings for school anniversary is driving me nuts.
I feel like I'm going school for nothing.

One thing i realised is, that,
when you think about your life goals, your ambitions and everything about your future,
it will spur you on.
But when you get back to school and sit in that cold hard chair, everything feels so hard to reach.
It's like your looking up at a flight of stairs that leads beyond the clouds.
and before you know it, you're there slacking and fantasizing about your dreams.

I wonder when or what is it that will give me an everlasting motivation to study hard hard.

I hate the feeling when you want to buy something, but you just can't get any money. ):

And there's a cockroach in my house which climbed in from outside.

Got to go practise guitar soon, never touched it for like 1 and a half months!

2009-03-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

stupid blogskin. hahaha.
man, i want a house at Queen Astrid Park!
so cool so cool!
okay, that's all i wanna say.
oh ya,
and one more thing,
my hand's free of the cast!

Stand alone.

2009-03-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

maybe it's time for me to stand alone.
alone from the world.
stand in the gap between the living and the dead.
relying on God, rather than relying on man.
when all fails you, God won't fail.
He stood for us, from beginning to end.
the rest, are just temporal.

i lost a friend.
then i saw how important he was.

i lost my hand for a couple of weeks.
then i saw how important it was.

i lost my best friend.
then i saw how important she was.

when we lose something.
we see a bigger picture.
we see things from another angle.
we begin to learn always.
learning how to overcome.

turn this around, please?

The line drawn,clearly.

2009-03-18T23:26:00.003+08:00

What started out rosy
ends up wilted.
but it has to wilt.
somehow or rather.
new things could blossom.
and end up nice and rosy,
but not as rosy as before.
new boundaries set.
and every thing's restarted.
Life's running at the same pace again.
never once faster or slower.
i treasure the memories.
but it has to end up this way.
we both know.
you have your reasons for not telling me.
i respect your decision.
sure.
start out again as friends.
down graded from the previous best friend's seat.
thanks for everything. really.
you may not see this, but yea.
Thank you for being my best best best best friend.
you're the closest friend in my entire life.
but it has to end this way.

there's a void.
an emptiness.
of sadness.
of hurt.
of regret.
what a waste.
promises that were made.
washed down the drain.
I'm on my own again.

this year.
first 3 months.
seeing nothing but losing.
lose this, lose that.
any gain? nope.
but with all these.
it's not gonna get us down.
because we are not meant to fight these battles.
hope.
faith.
strength.
love.
the reason that keeps us going.

it hurts.
it really hurts.
suddenly the door's shut.
and everything is gone.
what's left of it is sweet memories.
that will last a lifetime.
but what ended it, is painful.

Architecture.

2009-03-16T22:13:00.004+08:00

I really aspire to be an architect la! hahaha.
I like designing houses and imagine them in my head.
Take a spin around bukit timah and look at all those filthy rich people.
I like those kind of life.
I want a big house designed by yours truly and a garage full of cars!
Architecture has been my ambition since primary 2 and it may be the same a few years down the road.
But too bad architecture comes in a package. arts,science and mathematical.
So that's why I've gotten A-maths and E-maths tuition!
Got to go NUS school of architecture!
And graduate and big bucks!
Even miss choong said that judging by my character and everything, i can make it to be one!
ARCHITECTURE here i come.
i feel it in me.
I hope it's God's plan.

and

I woke up at 5am today man!
Just to send the guys going for phase 1 off and to pass chad a pair of track pants.
And because Jinda requested for it. hahaha.
well, it was a rather nice experience.
Suddenly you can feel the whole atmosphere is really like brotherhood kind of thing.
Like everyone for each other.
Cool. Go into camp together.
Too bad I'm not part of it cause my hand.
HAHAHA, but fear not.
I'm going to own phase 3 people!
Wonder what shit those guys in camp are getting. HAHAHA.
Getting all the shit that even a dog won't need to go through.

Dedicated to Staff Sergeant Ian Tan Hao Yang

2009-03-14T23:20:00.003+08:00

You brought us so far, yet I've failed you.
I will really do my best in phase 3 man.
It's my second chance and I'm gonna make the best out of it.
When my hand like that,
It really brings something out of me.
The hidden potential that has been left untouched.
Sure it's gonna come out like an eruption.
I don't know but i feel like a butterfly trapped in a cocoon.
Break free and flap my wings.
When something has been taken away from you,
you will treasure it. Cause we've been taking it for granted.
I miss my handwriting,i miss showering with both hands, i miss eating with both hands.
I miss everything that involves the hands.
I miss doing ncc stuff, although sometimes it may be tough and sian.
Mann, I'm really gonna unleash my fullest after i recover.
My ncc, my studies, my everything.
It is a great wake up call.
I want to get an award. Because i know, i have the potential,
Just as you have said it to me last year.
Prove to you and Mr Koh that it is not a waste for me not to go phase 1 but instead,
going to phase 3 and still shining like a star.
I hope in a long run, this burning desire will never fade. I'm not bragging or anything but, this, is what i want.
Grab hold of my second chance, phase 3.
You got this platoon when Stanley said it was doomed.
But now you said you see diamonds sparkling within the coal.
You took us, you mould us even when we seemed hopeless.
You said it was for the greater good of the platoon.
When stanley and weihan didn't do a single thing to teach us,
you, were the one whom brought us here.
And now it's our choice to do you proud.
Ncc is not all about drills,mutuals,scolding,physical training.
Most importantly, it's all about bonding, team spirit, all for one, one for all,mutual respect, character building, mindset.
You are the most impactful staff in my ncc life.
You walked with us through thick and thin and led us through this journey.
I respect you, Staff Sergeant Ian Tan Hao Yang.
Thanks so much. For the scoldings,the sweat, the disappointments,the effort.
It was all worth it. Now it's for us to do you proud.

Boxer's Fracture

2009-03-05T18:37:00.004+08:00

I've got a Boxer's Fracture.
hahaha. cool name [:

and it costs me.
It cost me my common test marks,
It cost me having to go to phase 3 ncc specialist course instead of the better phase 1.
It cost me to disabled for awhile.
the second one is the one which made me regret.
but apart from all the regret and stuff, or the stupidity to such a thing,
lessons are learnt from the consequences.

Many times we act on impulse, not having the consequences of our actions in our heads.
and when it is done, we'll just have to go through it.

Many things in life acts on the same principle.
think twice,don't act on impulse, know the consequences [:

so yup. :D

I'm starting to get crazy over poker cards!
not because i use them to gamble or anything, they are just so pretty!
Bicycle brand is the best.
the feel of the card, the design.
:D

I bought a Bicycle 909 Centurions edition on tuesday with Harvest and Jinda.
Harvest bought a Tally-Ho viper deck. Jinda bought a Bicycle 2nd edition black ghost card.
So pretty. But expensive.

I wanna buy Tragic royalty, 1800 series and faded deck.
hahaha. These are serious poker cards man.

The one i bought.

Faded deck. very cool.

Tragic royalty my favourite! gonna buy next week.

1800 series. looks old but isn't. haha.

Love that changes everything

2009-02-16T17:38:00.005+08:00

Everything Is Beautiful

Worn out, wasted
Like a bird with broken wings
Sometimes grace reminds me
I don't get to be the king

But love it washes over
Love it pulls me closer
Love it changes everything

Everything is beautiful
Even when the tears are falling
I don't need a miracle to believe
Even in the crashing down
I can hear redemption calling
And everything is beautiful to me

Sweetly, You release me
From the weight of what I've done
The trigger trips the hammer
But the bullets never come

And love like a landslide
Like the wind
Spins around me pulls me in
At it's unveiling, I begin

Spark something.

2009-02-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

We do not do radical things for God,
because we fear,
we look too much on the inside,
we don't have faith.

This can all be broken,
as long as you trust in Him.
This are the things that we Can do for Him.
Why not we use our talents,
when He's given us so much,
we only think of the things we cannot do.
But when we focus on the things we Can do.
Things change, we find ourselves doing things out of the norm.
The only way to see your friends saved, is only by stepping out of your comfort zone.

The fear of losing a friend when you keep insisting them to come church,doing whatever you can
and they get so fed up and don't want to have anything to do with you, is so real.

I've done what i can.
Let God sow seeds in their hearts.
Show Himself real.

It's just a spark of bigger things to come if we really want our friends saved and for revival to come.

Happy valentine's everyone. (:

Back to life as usual.

2009-02-08T00:14:00.003+08:00

Back from camp!
Camp was good. Just good.
3E is a great class, just that we ain't enthusiastic,
cause we don't bother to!
I'd rather sit down and keep quiet,
than wasting my breath on dumb cheers and screaming for food.
We are so alike!
Although the trainers think we are a broken class.
Cause we don't do these things. ):

Some trainers really suckkkk.
Like Monkey face and Construction worker plus Fat ass.
dumb unreasonable people who make camp hell.
My trainer, Kristen, however, is the nicest trainer of all!

Other than that,
Other stuffs nice.
I'm still afraid of heights!

Campfire was damn fun.
laughed throughout the whole thing.
we were super high man.
Laughed like never before.
literally, Roll On Floor Laughing.

The main highlight was Dragon Boating!
3E got 1st and 3rd place!
:D
power.

Mr Goh KW scolded us for nothing man,
The guys went up to 2nd floor to find the girl's about important stuff,
then he came, scolded us for being there and invading privacy,
When in the end,
He a MALE teacher should not be even having a shower there!
I think he was told/warned not to bathe there.
stupid fella.

Cell today was great,
God spoke again.
a sign of things more to come.

BYEBYE!
Eyes shutting down already.

Different people have different characteristics,
you just have to give and take.
so many stupid people.

The difficult way.

2009-02-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

It's not how we start, it's how we end.

Going to have ncc 3times every week.
whole platoon going for phase1 ncc specialist course 09.
It's going to be draining,tiring,mentally and physical.
It's gonna take a toll on me.
The homework, the studies,the training.
Time is what i need.
not going to let go halfway.
That goes for everything that comes on this path I walk.

I have the potential as you have said.
but I took it for granted and rested on my laurels.
I'm going to work hard for that award.
to show the others what I've got.
To not disappoint you.
To make you proud of me.
Some people like to say things about people,
to knock them out of the game plan.
Need to change my mindset.
To the all chiong kind.
Confidence,break fear,believe in myself.
I gotta make myself love ncc.

I've found myself liking old music now days.
The songs now days, have no meaning.
Even Xavier beside me, likes them.
hahaha. Got influenced.
Old music brings a sense of nostalgia.
so nice.
going to upload all my uncle's and dad's old songs into my ipod!

Seeking You is all i need to keep myself going.

Insensitive.

2009-01-31T00:00:00.005+08:00

The words that have been coming out of my mouth lately has been insensitive and blunt.

I've messed up when these words,
are said to friends.
Then you'll have to deal with the aftermath.
Clean the mess, start over.
By then,
there would already be a scar inflicted on the person.
I'm sorry.
I know this won't help.
I don't know what will be the remedy.
Just blame it on me.
What I've done to you. Can never be undone.
What I said wasn't true.
But of course it would have made a greater impact on you.
I made you self conscious.
You said you were alright,
but things didn't seem right.
Round the bend and you're gone.
Gone just like that.
Gone without a trace or sound.
Are things gonna end up like how you disappeared today?
I hope it will not.
I'm not like those people out there.
who do not take responsibility of their words.
I'm willing to suffer the consequences.
if only you will give me a chance.

There was a bunch of idiots today.
Childish.
Stupid.
Cowards.
Slackers.
Immature.

If God is for us, who can be against us?

Back to school, laughing.

2009-01-28T17:50:00.001+08:00

Laughter,
is such an amazing thing.
It justs lets you let go of all the stress in school.
glad that have jokers or laughing partners in class.
makes going to school something to look forward to.

And, someone caused my phone to drop from my pocket.
Man, the mainframe is now broken. ):
guess I am going to send it for another round of repairs!

There's chemistry tomorrow! ):
Boring. Boring. Boring.
I'm not sure if i should ask the class to sign a petition
and kick her out from teaching my class.
but then, there'll be risk of having another crappy teacher.
can't wait to see her begging us to give her a chance.

I can't stand her face.
always serious. so dark.
always scolding.
being unreasonable.
can't teach well.
has attitude problems.
can't speak good english.
disgusting voice.
disgusting accent.
keeps dragging her words.
mannnn, to much to describe.
She is just your nightmare teacher!
I prefer teachers with authority and charisma.
people like her, just teach for the money.
might as well kick her out of her iron rice bowl.
leave her struggling in the society, begging for jobs.
with that kind of attitude, can't get her a job.
even if she becomes a beggar.
people would stop and look at her, and won't even want to donate.
HAHA, dog.
Teachers get cyberbullied.
not because we're bad.
it's because they deserve it.
doing things that students dislike.
of course, certain things they scold, is our bad.
but we say things like this because it's their fault.
we know how to discern. good or bad.
you're bad.

Petrol conscious.

2009-01-28T00:17:00.003+08:00

Punggol,
NOT a very far place.
It is just :
1. Out of the way.
2. Not in a place where many people stay.

Somehow, people got the idea that Punggol is far.
You know why?
Because you have to get onto a highway.
It just makes people think that because you need to travel
by this, it seems far.
what nonsense.

From Tampines/Pasir Ris, it just takes 5-7mins.
It does NOT consume much petrol.

Why are so people concerned about their petrol?
1L can get you between 9 to 11km. (depends on your fuel consumption or car capacity)
I don't see your petrol gauge immediately going down a bar when you travel to Punggol.
If you want to get a driving license, you have to meet the following requirements:
1. Able to pay for your petrol. (this is rather a must, if you want to drive, get ready to pay. no money, don't drive)
2. Able to pay for a car. (not necessary if it's your parent's car)
3. Able to give people a lift no matter where they stay.
(cause ultimately, you should put friends above petrol)

Putting petrol above friends?
then I don't see why you should drive either.
don't drive takes away problems like :
1. Not worrying about petrol.
2. Not choosing who to fetch home. ( solves the problems of unfairness)
3. Don't have to care about anything car related.

when you sincerely send a friend back home,
you will not care about the distance.
i mean seriously, if you keep caring about your petrol.
you're being selfish.

I think i should get like a lorry.
Now, i think differently of people who want big big cars.
because, they are generous. not being selfish.

It's not about the car you drive.
It's about you.
No matter how nice your car is.
the moment you are selfish, would people want to sit in your ride?

and i am so surprised you'd say such a thing.
so astounded.
hogged the car.
people needed to go home like now?
and you're like, we're going driving!
and people can't go home.
cause of people like them.
need to take cab.

The end part of today ain't a great one.

vulgarities are just a short form to express your anger immediately.
Once vulgarities are replaced,
they are replaced by essays of anger expression.
and it seems so true.
Try replacing this whole post into one word.
works right?

2009-01-25T20:05:00.002+08:00

Today is the eve of the lunar new year,
but there's no reunion dinner today,
because,
i had it yesterday! hahahaha.
not that great, but at least, i got to know my cousin better!

well, service today was held at Fairmont hotel raffles ballroom.
nice place, but nothing extravagant about it i must say.

after that we went to eat and then shopping at marina sq.
i bought 3 pairs of socks. hahaha.
the sales lady tried to rip me off.
she didn't minus the discount until i told her.
then Liz pointed out a shoe to me.
mannn, it's so nice.
but,
didn't have the money to afford. ):
Janice, so irritating, so indecisive. HAHAHA.

saw this wallet at topman,
and,
it was $29.
i had only $25.
too bad for me.

i have the urge to keep shopping everyday!
so fun!

when you have the money,
you can't decide what to buy.
when you don't have the money,
you know what to buy.
hahahaha.

AIYAH.
why?

2009-01-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

TODAY, HAS BEEN THE BEST SCHOOL DAY SINCE 2009 STARTED.
(maybe)

Mrs Ng was absent!
Mr Xiang was absent!
Miss Leow was absent!!!
(she sucks. She comes into class with that long face, affecting every one's mood. and she can't teach for nuts)
this amounted to 6 free periods!
210mins free!
really needed the break man.
school homework has been relentless since
is stepped in to school with long pants.

I haven't bought my CNY clothes yet!
no time, no time.
father gave me money to buy
and i need someone to go with me. hahahaha.
i don't like shopping alone.
and i don't know what to buy man.

I've got thrown into the dustbin thrice.
but you?
not even once.
when i tried to sabotage you.
your friend helped you and told you.
there goes my plan.
don't want someone to get it?
then don't play because it ain't fair
ya understand?

2009-01-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

I'm drained.
I'm tired.
I'm burnt out.

even with all these,we carry on.
why?
because,we want to keep the faith and finish the race.
because,we have no other way but His.
because,we love Him.

it suddenly struck me when i saw you while you were working today.
i felt so sad inside of me.
the things you have done for this family.
I've never appreciated,
always took for granted.
but now, i know.
i know.
what i can do now, is to support you
by studying.
Thanks/sorry Dad.
it suddenly breaks my heart.
like i understand the burden that's over you.

You'll come, let Your glory fall as You respond to us.

2009-01-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

i've finally caught up with maths. haha.

i hate Fridays, because there is ncc!
i wish tomorrow never comes!
and plus, it's so stressful!
I'm having spec course this march.
all my syllabus must be learnt!
sian ah, everything so tough now.
stress.
STRESS.

my mind can't seem to relax.

i want to play left 4 dead
to get things off my mind but it doesn't load!
uuurggghhh!

today, the guys threw me into the dustbin,
pain sia!
landed on the dustbin and i hurt my back.
they did the same to harvest but in a bigger bin.
hahahaha.

i don't like chem lessons.
miss leow has a problem.
big problem.
how i wish MOE would just sack all teachers
who has character problems.
by having these teachers around.
how does it help in character building!?

Psalm 91

2009-01-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

Here i am, at this hour, doing maths.
i haven't completed homework, because,
my maths, is so complicated.
no, correction, is that i can't do maths.
like seriously man,
i didn't lay my foundations right in sec 1 and 2 in algebra,
and this is my consequences.
not being able to do a single thing in A-maths.

i feel like, banging this head of mine against the wall.
Woah, trying to control the anger because maths is pissing me off!
Everyday, maths is the first two periods.
making the start of the day disgusting.
and i feel stupid, cause other people can understand,
but not me, i don't know why.
all my homework cannot be done because
my maths is taking up too much time of mine.
too much.
i may just end up with a nervous breakdown.
Maybe i need tuition,
but tuition is so disgusting.
additional homework and stress.

Maths oh maths.
i keep failing maths.
i want this to stop but how,
my whole week is full, no time to squeeze in tuition.
I've been failing maths in secondary,
partly because i didn't do my work, didn't listen or didn't care.

this whole maths thing is just making me feel crappy.

I'm just posting this, to vent my stress, my anger for maths.
don't comment please.
I'll know how to solve it.
trust me.

this is torture.

2009-01-07T20:36:00.002+08:00

HEYYY!

schools been great. :D
almost half the class are from 2F.

almost everyday, we will never fail to laugh.
it's like we're in some laughing club.
stupid and funny things happen everyday.

and today,
i was voted Chairman.
like WHY!?
it's gonna be boring and lame again.
taking the key.
opening the door,
shouting class stand.
after school,
wait for all to go off,
close the door.
like man! it's boring!
and my cca points like gonna max already la,
so i don't really need leadership points.
but we'll since they all like me, HAHAHA.
i shall be their chairman!

i don't like Chem, cause it's Miss Leow.
i don't like PE cause it's Miss Pey.
i don't like MT cause it's Mr Xiang.
i don't like LE cause it's useless. and Miss YYY isn't that great either.

I'm like chionging holiday hmwk right now.
got a new study table from ikea yesterday!
so i can like study properly.
the other tables are piled with books.

I'm becoming a nerd.
I've been doing and handing in my homework on time,
reading through txtbooks everyday.
doing homework myself.
and never copying. :D
that's good! I'm preparing myself.

i wanna get into a good poly for engineering
and then enter into a university for Architecture course which will last 6 years ):
but i enjoy it anyway.

We will not be victorious unless we are on the side of victory.

2009-01-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

2009
i know it, it's really going to be a tough year.
From the very first day, God dealt with me.
it is really a sign for things more to come.
no wonder it feels different.
but I'm looking forward for more.
what He wants me to become.

school reopens tomorrow.
i want to see everyone again.
hahaha.

my hair is short. so short. it's shorter than Brandon's.
HAHAHA.

get up from where you fell.
carry on, cause God's waiting for you to pick yourself up.

BYE. Holidays officially ends of today.
11.59pm.

2008-12-30T03:10:00.002+08:00

I was typing out the holiday homework list for Isabella
and i realised that there was more than i had expected!

they didn't just say,
okay, do this and pass up.
the teachers had it well done.
there was 3 assignments but,
took 2 pages to cover those.
it was filled with all the little descriptions and redundant info.
it was like they could read your minds about what you're planning to do!
like the newspaper article,
maybe you thought, i could just do some slip shot thing.
but no! they had requirements okay!
like how many words to write, paste on what material.
use your right hand to write, hand up with both hands.
must use this size of font, this kind of paper.
must use paper made out of teak wood.
HAHAHA.
kudos to the English teachers.
thanks for making holiday homework a notch higher!

I'm still doing my homework.
at this time.
because, time is running out.

it's tough standing against emotions.
but we're standing on the side of victory.
whatever that comes, does not matter.
which side we are on, matters.

i know that you know.

2008-12-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

Every time at the end of the year,
when things are not done.
panic creeps in.
why?
because it will be due the next year!(4days time)

Things I've not done:

-English ten year series
-Newspaper articles
-Book review(the one i hate most cause i don't like all the books that are stated there)
-Ace-learning
-Maths, an additional. cause i failed.
-Chinese article. (not going to do that,cause it's CHINESEEEE)
-PRACTICALLY ALL!
all these with 4 days left? hell no.

suddenly the song gives you hell,
is giving me hell.

when i see my work
it will give me hell
it will give me hell.
when i do my work.
it will give me hell.
it will give me hell.

HAHAHAHAHA. i need the osim thing to put on the head and do my work!

2008-12-29T03:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

The song Gives You Hell by All American Rejects,
keeps ringing in my head!
HAHAHAHAHA.
i like the song.
it's nice.
catchy.
cool.

"and truth be told i miss you, i truth be told I'm lying!

when you see my face
hope it gives you hell
hope it gives you hell
when you walk my way
hope it gives you hell
hope it gives you hell"

hahahaha. and the hell here is not literally hell itself,
it's used because of the lack of words.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tqW9YoL401I&feature=related

see it! you'll like it. and soon, you'll start singing it to everyone,
around you. (:

AND! i don't know what is wrong with my cell people!
they keep watching anime! i think it started out with Brandon,
then Joy, now Janice!
so loser sia! sit in front of the com, watching the lame anime like a no-lifer.
i'd rather listen and watch the music video of Gives You Hell! HAHAHAHA.

how i wish how i wish how i wish.
it seemed that way last time.
but now, no,it's so different.
the last thing i want is for you to know.

how i wish we were back before it all started.
i wish, i wish.
upon that star that's twinkling silently.
like there's so much hope.

2008-12-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Christmas eve was great!
the bbq and everything.
the chicken wings that weijie and i marinated where nice!
the whole thing about planning the bbq,
it was tiring.
but it was worth it all. :D
after clearing up and everything,
slacked and ate at west plaza.
the girls did something so paiseh!
then,
went to sleepover at nigel's place.
watched texas chainsaw massacre!
an transporter 2 halfway.
slept at 4 like that.

Christmas itself wasn't that great. hahaha.
woke up at nigel's place at 12.30,
went home. slept at 4 till 10.
didn't do anything this Christmas la!
hahahaa.

parent's didn't do anything this Christmas.
like boring sia!

and and and!
school is starting in a few days time ):
the sian ness creeping in.
oh. it's a terrible feeling!

bye bye!
i want the christmas spirit. HAHAHA.

BEAUTIFUL EYES!

2008-12-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

I LIKE BEAUTIFUL EYES!
:D

get ready to eat the chicken wings marinated with my beautiful hands (:
it would be a beautiful experience.
HAHAHAHA!

MOVE ON.

2008-12-23T02:16:00.004+08:00

Hey,

let's just say, we move on.

forget the past. think positive. that is what everyone needs now.
abandon the feelings of negativity.

you may be unhappy about the whirlwind of events that happened.
but hey, i don't think we should play the blame game.

let's all correct our mindsets to before what has happened,
let's run towards the end of the year with the same goals in our heart.
the visions.
let this be an encouragement, a lesson.
to stand strong.
to not do the same things.

don't some people here, some people there.
hey, everyone has their own flaws.
mine is just that.
no one wanted this to happen
but hey,we learn.
apologies said. apologise accepted.
what's more to be said?

i tried my best to repair what was damaged.
put together what was broken,
took it like a man.
not cower like an idiot.
here i am.

God might have given us this situation at such a time,
not for us to go gloomy towards the next year.
but stand up,
pick ourselves up.
run towards the end.
finish the race He had given us in this year.

i didn't know words could change the environment.
i didn't know what i said could do such a thing.
so how can you say i know?

you didn't tell me,how would i know? i didn't find out. until the day when all hell broke lose.
everyone ended in this damsel in distress.

this mistake was left undealt until that day. so i guess.

2F ROCKS.

2008-11-21T21:48:00.004+08:00

HEY!

Malacca trip '08 17 Nov- 18 Nov.
it ROCKS, not because it's a nice place,
neither is the itinerary.
it is because 2F ROCKS.
no comments please,
because each person has their own perspective of their own class.

17 Nov ,05.10am
Eng Kia Liang woke me up.
he woke the rest of the guys up too. what a loser.
then i don't know why i chatted with him on the phone
for about 10mins.
wasted my time, in the end cannot take bus.
dad have to fetch.

Went to school,
filled in the white card,and we're off.
to the checkpoint.
did the usual procedures and we're in Malaysia.
stopped at the usual stop, yong peng.
then we headed to Malacca.
Did rubbish in the bus,
and i got scolded by Miss Ng because
she said i never behave myself and i led
the class in behaving like monkeys. hahaha.
as the class chairman, I'll always get scolded by teachers.
it's an honour.HAHAHA.

Then we went to a restaurant for lunch.
Dragon Deluxe Restaurant.
hahahaha.
same table as JinDa,RuiSiang,Harvest,Alphonsus,ChangRui,Chad,KiaLiang,Roy and GeeChoon.
all our rice had hair in them.
HAHAHA.
it was hilarious there.
my table especially,
we kept criticizing and stuff.
the best part, once a dish is placed on the table,
we'll immediately chiong for it, leaving none in about 10secs.
we weren't full.

Then we were off again.
went to alot of places after that,
can't recall exactly because it wasn't much fun.
then we came to this river cruise.
wahhh, it rocks man.
no scenery. HAHAHA.

Then another best part of the day,
we went to have dinner at a nonya restaurant!
this time, the whole level was there i think.
and we were loud.
then there's one table who made a lot of noise
then my table too, made noise.
then stupid Mr Tee, come.
then he say in a very qian da manner,
why you all make so much noise? huh?
dumb ass, excited la. hahaha.
we ate like there was a time limit.
food was gone faster then before.
before even the waitress got her hands off the plate,
we already started snatching.
we ate more than other tables,
because other people gave us their food.
the people there not happy with us,
cause we were noisy and we played with food.
give us attitude face sia.
we paid them for the food, like hello.
we ate finish and spoiled their day.

After dinner, we went shopping!
their branded stuff are more expensive than Singapore man.
all the guys went out of the mall.
but i wanna shop,
so i shopped alone! hahaha.
then something happened.
shall not elaborate about that.
then we went to cheng ho museum
everyone was feeling down.
then it was so quiet la, not typical of 2F.

Then we went back to the hotel!
everyone went back to normal already.
cause everything was then alright.

BEST PART (:
the F people, 14 floor.
went to my room,1416
unpacked and filled up the bathtub.
the water was yellow. -.-
it was a little more pale then urine.
yucks sia.
then after everyone showered,
it was play time!
Miss Hani same floor as us man.
glad she didn't gave us any spot checks.
we were behaving like it was our house luh.
we played daidi and blackjack
and Rui Siang brought mahjong.
most of our time was spent on laughing.
it was a great night.
2F really unleashed our wraith.

Then 10 guys including me played water bombs in the room.
Kia Liang brought plastic bags for water bombs.
shiok man!
air con on full blast,
it was cold,
guys half naked,
throwing water bombs at each other.
it was like wow, the highlight of the night.
the room was then soaking wet.
till the carpet outside was wet.
haha. glad they didn't even find out ah.

And teachers, if you're reading this,
don't scold us. the hotel didn't find out anyway.
so yea,please close one eye.

And we all caught a cold.
so we took a hot shower and went to continue
our daidi,blackjack and mahjong.
i think the water must have been too dirty
that's why we're sick.

During the night, Raina and Zoe came to play with us.
woah Raina keep winning sia.
and Kia Liang had 100rm when he told everyone he had 1rm
and everyone believed as he hid his money elsewhere.
people started treating him.
then i dozed off at 5am. feeling sick.
then Roy and Chad were laughing.
until breakfast.
great night!

Next morning!
breakfast sucks.
no appetite sia.
then we went back to the room
prank called alot of people,
started laughing uncontrollably
till we need to assemble downstairs.
then the itinerary for the day was boring.
went to a kampong, filled with aedes mosquitoes.
i didn't get any bites. repellent really works.
then the class walked around the kampong
while i stayed with Kia Liang in an air con hall
cause we were both unwell.
then ate lunch,
and after lunch we're off to Singapore.
they played Mamma Mia but i was too tired to watch.
woke up for a break at some place.
then back to Singapore!
never felt so good to be back.
went home, ate dinner and slept. :D

the trip should have been extended, it's too short already.
it was subsidised, and i think everyone could also pay 3 times more?
2 days, cant do much you know.

2F really rocks to the maxxXX.
i mean like seriously.
we are really united,
it's the best class I've ever been to.
all the nonsense, all the laughter,
everyone plays a part in this indescribable class.
we bond together as if we are made for each other.
HAHAHA.
i like the laughter,
the fun days.
sec 1, sec 2.
2 years, over, next year, sec 3.
all split. I'm still the same class as most of you.
on the brighter side, i still have the fun people in my class next year.
get ready.
hahahaa.

{2F ROCKS}
the word rock is only a word to replace all the other fantastic, amazing, awesome,great word to describe this class.

sorry for the long post.
HAHAHA. i'm no good at summaries.

2008-11-11T01:10:00.006+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!
this post is long because i've not blogged for a long time. :D

SATURDAY!

Had class bbq.
at a lame location cause everywhere else is booked.
went there late.
saw mr irritating.
ate,drank, played.
And, had my face being smashed with cake,
cause miss Ng didn't go and the cake was of no use.
then i have to clear up aft the guys, cause they pang seh-ed
me and Rui Siang.
after that went to back Pasir Ris
cause my cell was staying-over at nigel's/vic's place.

At Nigel's room,
Joy kept plucking her FAKE hair out
which led to people having runny noses.
watched MAMA MIA at Nigel's room.
which is torturous having to hear Mr Pierce Brosnan singing.
then bed time!
had to share bed with Nigel cause my best friend
had a sleeping bag but felt so at home sleeping
on a matress with a sleeping bag. (:

SUNDAY!

Woke up, went to macs,
and the old cashier auntie said
that there's no student meal during weekends
IS THERE SUCH A THING!?
well, mood meter tilt lower
and Brandon was not off with a good start,
he reminded the auntie to upsize his meal 3x
but his words fell on her deaf ears.
we ate on the bus and arrived in church late.

After church,
Went to haji lane then bugis.
there was Joy,Janice,Vic,Christel and Brandon.
the girls were shopping for their own stuff,
while me and Brandon were left to rot.
it is terrible shopping with girls.
you never ever want to, unless you're a girl.
you'll feel bored and start getting sick.

After eternity waiting for them outside,
i found something that took me away
from boredom. A cap! and it fits me perfectly.
it cost $59.90. wow, the price
soon kicked me back to reality.
all the stuff at haji lane is cool man.

Then we went to bugis,
the thought of buying the cap still bothered me.
Christel left earlier and Joy,Brandon and I,
decided to look for another cap.
then, she saw this girl shop and went in.
leaving Brandon and I to decompose outside.
it was torture!
she was trying on a lamb skin shoe
which cost $105.
which she didnt buy.
(waste our time and the sales person's time)

i soon became sick, Brandon too.
hahaha, we were like zombies.

Then Joy met up with Jordan and friends.
they were looking at prom clothes and again,
me and Brandon were left alone, in the cold.(air-con super cold)
while Joy became a fashion consultant.
then we left Joy and went home.
there was only Brandon,Janice,Vic and I. again.
cause the last time we were there was only the four of us.
hahahaha.

During the mrt ride from Bugis to Pasir Ris,
Brandon msg me a word (which i shall not say or it would offend certain people)
and began to laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
which made me laugh.
Man, his laughter is so gay can!
and contagious.
we laughed from Bugis to Pasir Ris..
And he now has a sore throat! congrats.

reached home and slept from 10pm till 3pm the nxt day.
SHIOK MAN.

okay, byebye. hahahaha.
that's all.

2008-08-20T16:03:00.002+08:00

Exams,
didn't prepare well for them.

English - not bad.
Geog - i did fine.
Chinese - that was crap.
Maths - i suck at that but i didn't fail. it was a borderline pass.
Science - it was fair.

3 more subjects to go.

got to buck up man, people are doing well while i'm still resting on my laurels.

love is the only way.
so i shall love study. (:
it's hard. -.-

2008-08-07T20:00:00.001+08:00

HELLO. (:
haven't been blogging for some time. haha.
well, don't know what to say,
hahaha. bye. :D

2008-05-19T01:41:00.004+08:00

THANKS EVERYONE FOR GIVING ME SUCH A GREAT BIRTHDAY SURPRISE. :D
this is the best birthday ever man.
it's complete because of each and everyone of you(:

well, I've been tricked several times.
HAHAHA.

and Jocelyn said I'm not observant enough!

today was the best la.
yesterday too. (:

escape with 6.3!

unforgettable.

i think I'm dumb, they were all hiding but i didn't notice
I DIDN'T NOTICE! you should have seen how they hid and how they surprised me.
like cool only uh.
i thought the candles were for someone else's birthday
but it was for me. how dumb was i!

i got caked smashed all over my body.
there's some in my nose and ears.
hair was the worst.
i washed my hair 3 times but the chocolate smell was still there.

i emo-ed in the bus for nothing. HAHAHA.
everyone lied to me man.

oh yes, Nicole, don't be sad you couldn't come. i know you want to celebrate such a wonderful and significant day!
there's still next year HAHHAHA.

HAHAHAH.
i totally enjoyed myself these two days. :D

thanks guys.

Thank You Jesus.

it was a great night.
it ends here.
there would be a next. (:

the next time you see me blogging is when something great happens. :D

2008-01-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!
i decided to blog as i have nothing better to do.
:D

school has been great!
except for my maths,
it totally sucks. i can't do direct and inverse proportion.
i scored 9/25 for the first test. -.-

i was tricked by the whole class today can!
i was seriously listening and paying attention
during English lesson,
when some idiot sitting beside me started
taking my bag away, my pencil case, then
my water bottle and
passed it to the other end of the class.
i was not even aware!
then the class started laughing.
i looked at them and said what,
they replied me with lots of crazy laughter.
then i wanted to write something and realised
everything was gone!
i stood up and the class started laughing like hyenas
then i asked them who took it,
and they said they threw it all away
and a banglah cleaner came and took everything away.....
i freaked out man.
i ran out of the class to find the banglah and my English teacher
looked at me like I've gone crazy.
i didn't know what i was doing.
i ran back and took the pass and asked Joey to help me find.
that's when the class stopped me.
Roy took out my bag and everything that i owned.
woah, the class laughed at how dumb am i.
then i paiseh then sat down looking like a fool.
anyway it was very entertaining.
i love my class. :D hahaha.

i realised i blog today cause i got stories to tell. (:
HAHAHA.

i want a guitar badly. really badlyyy.

i made friends with a sec1 boy today.
HAHAHAHA.

well, after you read this,
you'll have to wait a long time before the next post comes.
i hope. :D

BYE!

2008-01-02T14:25:00.000+08:00

First day of school!
wasn't that great though.
i was sent home,
cause Miss Ng said that my hair was
like a bush and it was long. -.-
got one extra day of holiday.
HAHAHA!

well, i missed alot i guess.

Miss Ng called me Jordon.
she forgot my name. -.-

I've not been sent home
for long hair before, guess it's kinda fun?
hahahahah, first day sia.
walked to school so happily when
boom, after assembly, i was caught. -.-

nevermind the going home thing,
i know this year is going to be a great year!

2007-12-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! (:

i suddenly felt like blogging. hahaha.

i just came home.
i went out with Samuel Lew just now.
so fun can!

whahahaha, i got my new shoes!
my uncle gave me like $80
and told me to enjoy myself.(:
it came at the right time cause
i had no money already.

today was really fun. hahahah.
my legs are aching now,
from all of the shopping.

should go out like that more often,
but it's money consuming.
i spent close to 70bucks
while samuel spent like $140?

thanks sam.(:
I ROCK AT INITIAL D 4 :D
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i may not blog for a long time again. (:

2007-12-20T13:43:00.000+08:00

Audacious!
hahahaha.
i have group meeting today but i cant go. ): ):

my group is so united :D
we took like 131 pictures in the camp.
HAHA.
and we still like have group meetings and stuff
after camp.hahaha.

went to Seoul garden yesterday.
i felt as if i paid $30 to get a stomach ache
and lots of shit.
i only enjoyed the ice cream?
so far, i only spat outside once.

camp was fun, except for the part
where you needed to shit
and you have to control until
you have toilet paper or time to do that.
-.-

I'm proud of my group. :D
Dylan is so funny. HAHAHHA.

2007-12-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYI!(:
hahahahaha!

gosh, red alerts are all appearing
on my face. ):

Ngel is back!
and he's bought me something! (:

2007-12-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

YES AH!
my group rocks. (:
i love my group.
:D :D

i have been waking up late
and sleeping late.
hahahaha.
then i only eat dinner.
then the cycle goes again.

looks are deceiving. (:
actually you see me not handsome one.
but actually i am handsome!
cause looks are deceiving. :D

I'm going back to maple.
-.-
i can't believe it.
it still sucks anyway
and i don't know why I'm playing!

alumni meeting and outing is on 18th and 19th.
why! why must it be those two days!
haha,can't make it.
there's AUDACIOUS!

EYER RANGERS. (:

2007-12-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm in group 20! :D
i only know Cheryl ho.
AHAHAHA.
a lot i don't know la!
i thought i would be the
same group as Brandon.

i slept for like 1h plus last night?
i was excited to know the grouping.
but it's a little disappointing though ):
all alone!

i was irritating Purdee today.
so fun la!
hahahahah,funny sia.

i think group 10 is NICE! ):

oh well.

Nigel is flying off for japan
tonight!
greeeaaat, he's gonna buy me something. (:

i prefer red and blue cluster! ):

2007-12-01T23:45:00.001+08:00

Brandon's house rocks can!
his mother cook also very nice to eat. (:

i think Xavier went overseas. -.-
can't get through him.

i played maple just now,
it was still boring as usual.
my new character name was
xia0slope cute right!? :D

2007-11-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

HEY,
had bible study today. (:
then i went Abel's house to play pool.
okay,
at least i didn't spend my day at home.

I'm trying to entertain myself. -.-

it's so boring now days.
plus, i have no more money.
not even 10cents!

dieee, i can't survive like that.
):

it's reality, what can i do?

2007-11-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE!
you're like finally 13!
hahahhahaha.
no more 12. (:

2007-11-27T14:43:00.000+08:00

back to weekdays again.
hmm, i don't know what to do!

surprising Wendy was fun.
HAHAHAHA.
cell outing was nice. (:

i need money la,
I'm running out of it.
-.-

seriously, i don't know what to blog.

something please happen?

2007-11-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

I'm near to recovery.
still having cough.
urrghh, I'm sweating cold sweat la.
my palms are more sweaty then ever.
so irritating.

i can't get through Xavier!
dieee.

i broke a promise.

2007-11-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

:D I've recovered.

I'm so bored.
even at the computer.
i guess it's a daily routine
to be bored?

Sandy's gonna teach me drums?
hahahaha.

I'm beginning to miss people. ):

2007-11-22T21:42:00.001+08:00

rahh,I've been having flu
for two days. ):
so irritating la,
I'm feeling so weird.
i feel like dying.

there's so much holiday
homework and i don't even want
to do.
hahaha, wonder what will happen if
i don't do them.

i feel terrible.

2007-11-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

:D I'm pro.
i got 1.8 cm for grouping size for my shoot.
i like shooting.
hahahahha.
i think Mr Koh is nice.
hahaha,fetch us there and
fetched us back home.
he bought us breakfast too.
hahahah, you don't get this hospitality
anywhere.
(:

i need to get a laptop.
so i won't need to quarrel with
my sister over the computer.
having a laptop means
everything. hahahaha.

don't you think sisters are a nuisance?

2007-11-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

I've got shooting competition tomorrow.
hahaha, hope i win. :D
Mr Koh will be fetching the 5 of us
to nee soon camp.
waaa,scared lose.

Charissa said that i was cool. :D
she said the slope is nice, special.
never heard that before.
oh well, :D

Liz using yahoo messenger,
HAHAHAHHA,
so disgusting.
that's what she said.

HAHAHA,
got to sleep soon,waking up early.

2007-11-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

Xavier came today. (:
there was something that was sown in his heart.
i believe one day he will be part of this
family.

Sandy and Jinghui shared the gospel
to Jotina and Jeremy. :D

Sandy said that I'm a light and testimonial
to my church because of my passion
and fire, hahahaha, i really didn't know that.
hahahaha.

God showed a vision to Mr Jelvin Lee about
Xavier as he was praying for the class.
i know that it's not a coincidence that Xavier came.

God is really moving in nchs!

praise the Lord,
Lord i thank you for what you have done.

2007-11-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

the message today really spoke to me. (:

6.3 :D

still equals to 9. :D

Bryan's coming tomorrow!
YAY.
hahahahaha.

Xavier too!
YAY.

2007-11-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

just came back from ncc chalet.
i was so tired until i looked
like some zombie after staying up
the whole night laughing.
being with 1F people just
makes you happy.
haha,i swam with 1F guys at 6am
this morning.
we found a dice and threw it in
the pool and we had to find it.
so fun and funny la.

Samuel and Ruben came over
for awhile,

HAHAH,i thought it was a great chalet.
cause we kept laughing at all
the silly little things.
laughter is the best medicine. :D

buffet was nice. :D
the food was great la.

i remembered how to swim again!

i was in a group called losers.
we lost in the end.
we lived up to our name.
hahahaha.
we were just too tired,
i was like sleeping in the pool
when we were playing water polo.

I'm lacking of sleep now.
my eyes can't open properly.

2007-11-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

visited Adin. (:
he's so much better.
God is a prayer answering God. (:

too bad i have to leave so early,
cause i have dinner.

i like going out when there's Charissa,
it's makes me feel tall. :D
cause she shorter than me.
hahahahaa.

i don't like my slope.

I'm waiting for something
interesting to happen.

2007-11-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today was yet another boring day, hahaha.
at least it wasn't that bad,
there was food at home enough
to make me happy.

I'm crazy about game plan's ending song.
Burning love, it makes me happy la.
hahahahaha, I'm weird.
Elvis rocks.

I've got chalet this Friday.
compulsory to stay over man. :D
so happy bodoh!

oh well,
nothing else to blog,everyday is the same!

2007-11-12T19:05:00.001+08:00

never mind about the Nicole rocks thing,
it's not me.
it was Nicole who posted it la,
cause she misused my account.
can't delete it though, cause she said so.
oh well,
HAHAHAHHA.

do not agree. :D

2007-11-12T18:49:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE.

I THINK NICOLE ROCKS! (:
I think she's a very nice person. She's sooo cool! HAHHAHA.

2007-11-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

I AM A SHEPHERD! :D
of Bryan. :D
Brandon's brother.
HAHAHA, i was super duper happy la.
but super duper sad when he did not come.

:D went to marina square
too watch the game plan!
i was so touched la,
hahaha, overall, it was a nice show.
:D :D :D

a shepherd's heart.

2007-11-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!
thanks for everything. (:
hahaha, you're like my older sister.
glad to have you in my life. :D

you still owe me one crispy chicken.
hahahaha.

2007-11-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

today was such a great day!
yay, two new editions to 5.4. (:
Brenden was funny can,
Brenden,Nigel and Me seem to share similarities.
HAHAHAHAHHA,
what a fun and funny day it was.

i was so proud of myself. (:

I'm so mesmerised by this skin
of mine, I've fallen in love with it.

HAH, need to memorise Ephesians 6:10-17
my forfeit for today.
Ice breaker was fun today.
i love cell.

one step closer.

2007-11-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

I SUPER LIKE THIS SKIN MAN. :D

it just makes me wanna blog more
and more. (:

2007-11-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

I always have calls when i'm sleeping.
hahahaha.

went to Jotina's chalet at tanah merah resort,
after they kept calling.
i didnt know how to go
cause they was no bus there,
and i had no ez-link card,
ez-link card went dead after
many falls on my butt yesterday.
so, my uncle fetch me. :D

very fun ah today.
i suck at pool.
and i spent a lot of money practicing daytona.

Xavier's parents very nice. :D
fetch us home.

i saw a rat today.
hahahaha.
cute ah, look like my hamster
that ran away.

PGC making shirts. :D

2007-11-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

i had a great day today. :D
i learnt ice-skating.
hahaha, i thought i couldn't
make it la.
:D

I'm back with body aches and pains.
ahhahaha,
I'm a fast learner, :D
I'll be better and faster
next time.
hahahahha.

i didn't feel excited going there la,
but after coming back,
i felt excited for the next time
i go there. hahahaha.
so weird right?

I'm funny in a weird way. :D

2007-11-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

:D i paid for camp already.

haha, nothing to blog already.

2007-11-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

hey, i got camp money already. :D
i need not worry about that anymore.
hahahaha.

I'm scared.

I'm just don't know what to do.